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Ryu-chan and Tats fanart

2009-11-16T04:04:12Z

I drew a Ryuichi and Tatsuha pic.

Deviant link---> http://cjloveslink.deviantart.com/art/Make-me-Shining-143336524
I can see that my art has started to somewhat get better. Still kinda crap but I love this one in particular. Yay for Ryu and Tats!

FanArt Subaru Sumeragi

2007-08-19T05:42:08Z

Fanart of my cutie XD

So i decided to do a new drawing of Subaru. It not that wonderful looking but i really like it i hope that you all like it too. Oh and my backgrounds suck so please be nice ^_^;

Hmm?

2007-08-17T01:12:37Z

It looks as if i still need a lot of work on my photoshop skills lol anyway here is a fanart of seishirou and whoever you want on the other side.

I worked kinda hard and at the same time not nevertheless its a picture that pleases and displeases me. Please dont point out the mistakes i already know them TT__TT

Just for Fun

2006-10-21T00:38:17Z

Its scary how some of these things seem so real xD

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Impact on life essay

2006-10-03T01:10:56Z

News! My mother is finally home and its almost as if she never went to the doctor. Thank you so much for those that have supported me through such a tough time. Bless you all.

Anyway for English III AP we had to write an essay that impacted our life. I would love it if you guys could read it and give me some critique. Just remember that I'm not a writer and I don't write as good as you writers with your awesome fanfics. Anyway just be nice. I worked hard on it and I really want an A. Anyway here it is.

Adrianna

Staring at the computer yet not seeing anything at all. Words running and flashing in my mind, but not able to decode the meaning of it all. Little rivers flowing freely down my eyes to my tightened mouth. Wails of screams and cries of despair and yet all I hear is the sound of loud roars blocking out every single sound. My heart feels as if it has just been ripped out of my chest and squeezing out all that remains in there. For some odd reason I’m perfectly fine. All I can really remember is are the simple yet painful words Adrianna died.
A girl about the age of 14 came up to me and introduced herself to me. Adrianna. A happy, perky, sunshiny girl. A little ball of energy. She had the height of a young girl, but with precious almond eyes that glowed with the knowledge of a wise one. Her smile made you just love everything around you and you couldn’t help but smile genuinely back. She was like an ethereal sunflower, very bright and golden. When she spoke she had a spring to it and almost sing-song like. Without even speaking much we became fast friends.
Adrianna, a friend that whenever I needed her she was there. When I needed someone to talk to it was go to Adrianna. She wasn’t my best friend, but more like a confidant. I felt that I could tell her everything and she would soak it in and not think of my any differently. When I needed a shoulder to cry on she was there. When I needed to tell her gossip that I could no longer hold in, for I would burst like a bubble, she always had an open ear. When I needed to tell a joke to someone, there she was to delight us with her ringing laughter of joy. Like an older sister it was she who always watched over me. Like an angel. Sadly, a wounded angel who couldn’t spread her beautiful pure white wings.
I was good friends with a girl named Alejandra. She told me that her beloved sister had cancer. I sympathized for her and her sister. I couldn’t imagine what it would be like to know that my sister had cancer. What I didn’t know was that Adrianna was in fact Alejandra’s sister. My Adrianna, the sunshiny girl who lit up everyone’s rainy day with just her presence. It wasn’t until a while that I noticed that Adrianna stopped coming to school. I didn’t know where she went to. It was almost as if I went to a magic show and the magician decided to grace us with the vanishing act. He put dear Adrianna in a human sized box, tapped his wand three times, opened the door, and she was gone. The whole audience wondering and contemplating where she had vanished to. I panicked and feared that she was hurt and suffering.
Christmas, when all is happy and gay. Lovers in love strolling lovingly down the cold streets. Mothers and fathers looking joyously for gifts for their eager and delightful children. And of course, children gleefully running around the Christmas tree trying to solve the mystery of what lied beneath the intricately woven colorful gifts. Just a few more days till that wonderful day. The day that brings all together and brings all joy. Why wasn’t it that way for me? Sitting on the computer, reading a lovely story of romance, I was enjoying myself. My mind only focusing on the beautiful words that painted a picture in my mind when all of sudden a message pops up in front of me. It’s from Alejandra’s best friend. She wrote, Did you hear what happened? Of course I didn’t. I haven’t heard of anything in the past month. No, I reply back to her. Suddenly her message pops up. Adrianna is what I first see. I get anxious and fearful of what’s to come. Adrianna died is what the screen coldly spits in my face. No, no, no, NO! This can’t be happening! First denials, then I have to recheck the message about a million times. No it’s really there. I start to scream and cry uncontrollably. My sister hears me and rushes to my side. “What’s wrong!” she practically shouts to me. No words come out. My voice is stuck. Encaged like a bird is in a cold dark cage. Finally I sob out painfully “Adrianna’s dead.” Not even the dead can hear my painful revelation whisper.
Adrianna died on December 22nd 2003. She was only 14. She went into a coma and died. One of the things that I think about is why? It goes through everyone’s mind when a loved one leaves one’s life. Why her? Why someone so full of life? Why someone who worked hard to make something out of their life? Why someone so sweet? Why someone so pure? Most of all, why someone everyone loved and adored and just couldn’t let go? Why, why, why? The list could go on forever. Life is cruel, but we all just have to live with its painful attributes. Adrianna showed me that life is made to be wonderful no matter what. We should enjoy every minute of it and deeply cherish this great gift that has been bestowed upon us. Adrianna knew that she was terminally ill, but that didn’t stop her from loving life and the world around her. In fact she was one of the very few people that I have seen that deeply loved every aspect of life. She taught me that. Everyday you are lucky to be granted a new day. A new day to make a difference. I thank her so much for teaching me this very valuable lesson and I use it in everyday life. My angel is no longer suffering thankfully. Now her healed big white wings have spread and she can fly happily to her utopia. She must be happy and pleased to have left a scar on us. A scar that I look at when I feel that life is evil and uncaring. Adrianna our beloved angel of life rest in peace.

Hope you liked it.

Friends

2006-09-23T00:34:52Z

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST,
I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends!

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

HERE COMES THE...

1. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
2. Whats your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Will you repost this so i can fill it out for you?

I greatly appreciate all of your kind prayers. Thank you so much Tanuki, Miss Midori, and JJ you guys are absolutely wonderful. Unfortunately they did an ultrasound on her and her kidneys are pretty much no way of saving them. She has to be on Dialysis for the rest of her life. It reminds me of Tokyo Babylon in a sad way. I remember crying for the little boy, now my own mother has to go through with it. I hope things are just better for her. She's a strong woman. She's worked hard to get this far and I don't think that this will stand in her way. I'm just very worried and stressed to the point that I ended up having a fever last night. Anyways thank you so much for your sympathy. I greatly appreciate it. Much love and kisses to you ladies.

My dearest mother

2006-09-22T00:10:24Z

\0/ Shakira, Shakira. Oh wow I went to my first concert ever in my whole entire life. It was awesome. I got to see my favorite female singer Shakira. She was so beautiful and pretty and even sexy. At some point she would be beautiful and elegant and at another she would get down and dirty. It was so fun to see her live and this was my first time ever. She sang all my favorite songs and I was a very happy person. Now if only I had gotten to see Clamp like I did with Shakira. Oh well. All I know is that I had lots of fun and I greatly appreciate my mother for being so wonderful for buying the tickets for me.

My Poor mother Today I had to stay late after school to make up a test that I missed. I got out of school and checked my cell phone. I saw that I had a text from my older sister saying "PLEASE CALL" So I call her and I find out that my mother is in the hospital right now. She has to stay there for 3-4 days for kidney dialysis. Something is wrong with her kidneys and right now her anemia is so bad that they can't really check on her. So they have to wait until 4 weeks to actually test her. I got off the phone with my sister and could not help but cry. I really hope she gets well and comes back home feeling well and perfect. She's my mother and I care for her so much that just writing this makes me want to break down into tears. Please if any you beleive that praying is helpful please help my mother out and pray for her. I would greatly appreciate it.

Tsubasa Ch. 129

2006-09-20T16:13:37Z

This is what i found on the Tsubasa chapter 129
TRC 129

And a Small snipet of the Translation

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Fuuma: I gave her the compass* so she can idenify her destination.
Subaru: Is that something you've found in other worlds too?
Fuuma: Yes it is. Someone asked me to find it, but it's ok to use it for a bit.
Subaru: ...
Fuuma: What is it?

p.3
Subaru: Seishiro, he...
Fuuma: Although he's getting old and his reactions are getting slower, but otherwise he's fine. He says he wants to see you. He will continue searching for you until he finds you.

If this really is Sei's message that would be so flippin cute and I can die happy. xD
How exciting!

Fanart Of X Subaru

2006-09-16T03:00:27Z

I drew this picture a while back and thought that I would like to show this pic to you guys.

I made this pic have a dramatic appeal to it. In the orginal Clamp version they coloured the whole thing. I decided to make it more dramatic by making only the cherry blossoms colored and Subaru grey. I also thought of coloring his eyes but I thought that they would show/represent his life energy and I really don't think thats what the picture implies in my mind. Well I hope that you guys like it. ^_~

News, Fic Recs, and a Happy Birthday shout out.

2006-09-16T00:08:08Z

m_midori Has made a Beautiful fic
Duality just for Meffie's birthday. I suggest that all read it because it's quite interesting and I absolutely love her style of writing and I'm sure that you will as well. Wonderful job Miss Midori!

jjblue1 Also has a very cute and interesting story called Not A Jealeous Type It just makes you want to ache. I know that I really felt a knot in my chest when I read this fic. Short, but sweet and absolutely beautiful in my opinion.

Happy Early Birthday Dear Meffie!
I might not be able to wish you a happy birthday on the actual day.

~In other news, I'm so excited to know that I get to help out with the blood drive next Friday. I'm super excited and really shocked by how many people have actually signed up for it. =) It's really exciting and I can't wait to help out the doctors.

>( One Like Me Always Does Something Stupid

2006-09-08T23:16:55Z

Last night I was doodling on one of my lined sheets of paper and I drew Seishirou and I thought it came out a little nice. So I decided when I would get back home I would fix it up nicely. Well I've spent three hours making it perfect and guess what I do. I CLOSE OUT OF IT AND DON'T SAVE IT!!!! Oh well what can I say xD Stupid things like this always happen. Anyway here's a look of the doodle.

So um this doodle was supposed to have Subaru being the one to kiss Sei but Subaru looked just plain old stupid so I had to cut him out. So now you use your imagination and I guess pretend its you. >D

Have A Happy Weekend!

Pic

2006-09-05T20:48:03Z

So I decided as a challenge I would draw a picture with action lines in it. So I went through all my mangas and stumbled upon a pic of Syaoran and Seishirou. So I thought 'Hey! Why not this one?' Well my pencil was to big and I couldn't make the lines look nice. Then I also had the big problem of not fitting Sei into the pic. XD Oh well at least I could say I tried.

Embarrasing Thing That Happens To One

2006-09-04T03:38:00Z

Okay first off my aunt and her family have come to visit us in texas for labor day weekend so you know what that means... Clean the house!!!!! So I clean and the funny thing happens. I get sick X(

Yeah okay so I go to work on Saturday and let me tell you, I'm not a happy camper. Anyway so I'm sitting people and I'm totally fine. One of my bosses is telling me where to sit people and all is good. Until my other boss comes and askes me why is a party of 5 sitting at a table for only four. So I tell him that I didn't sit them there and he was giving me a scary look. Then he tells me "by the way your working on Monday" he turns to leave and I start bawling! What the crap! I'm crying my eyes out that my other boss has to take me to the back and all the waitresses are trying to calm me down. Eventually I never calm down and have to go home feeling like crap and embarrassed as crap. Not cool at all.

Then my mom decides to go to a party and so I'm sick and tired and here we are at a party where everyone is getting loud and have margaritas. Ah, only hispanics only hispanics. *sigh* So my weekend has not been so good. being sick, embarassed about work, stressed with school work, but hey what can I say?

Another thing that pissed me off is that one of my cousins graduated from a tech college and her school wanted her to write a speech. Her mother writes it and tells my mother to translate it and then I have to make it nice and pretty. So I go and pour all my hard work into the speech and she changes it! So much for my hard work. Just not my weekend. Oh well it'll get better. Well I hope you guys are enjoying your time off and having lots of fun.

~Toodles My Darlings I must go to bed because of work tomorrow.

Career

2006-08-18T21:57:47Z

Okay, I'm happy to finally be back to school. I'm now officially a junior and this is when things need to get really serious :O yes very serious. this is when i have to start thinking about colleges and all that stuff.

luckly for me i know what i want to be. I want to be an O.B.G.Y.N and people laughed at me. >( whats so funny about that? So anyway i'm in this health technology class where i get a feel of what its like to be in a mini med school. Awesome! I hope i do well so i'm ready for real med school. A cool thing though is that when i told my class what i wanted to be They didnt laugh at me thankfully. they in fact thought it was cool and nice of a career to choose. so im happy about that. This year is going to be really stressful what with zero hour, work, AP classes, honor classes, and clubs/community service hours. I hope I do good though. Must make something out of my life.

Yay My Autograph!!

2006-08-12T01:49:08Z

Finally After so looooonnnnngggg of waiting I got my Crispin Freeman autograph. After moving from my old home (California TT__TT) clamp decides to go to the anime expo!!! Of course I make my best friend go ^_^
Yeah okay so she goes through this big ordeal and doesn't get the autograph for me. Not dissappointed at all. So I told her if she didn't get Clamp's she had to get Crispin Freeman. And she does! *squeal* she got him to sign my X-infinity. Oh yeah just in case you dont know who he is, he's the voice actor of Fuuma from X the series. and most know him from alucard from hellsing. yeah so im happy. well here's his autograph

Hi There!

2006-05-10T01:48:36Z

Hi my name is CJ and im new here and i plan to have lots of fun here ^^
first off i love manga such as Tokyo Babylon my all time fave. ^^
i love loveless! =^..^= meow
Gravitation totally rocks
and of course Yami no Matsuei

I like to draw alot and i have some drawings i would love to show people and i plan to make nice friends thanks for readin ^^

Please Visit my site
www.cjloveslink.deviantart.com